We had bad news yesterday. For us and for the recpient couple. All five of the eggs were of poor quality and even after ICSI they would not divide. They are concered about egg quality for our cycle and so now this opens a whole new can of worms.
I know this is not my fault but I still feel responsible for not having better luck, I wish I could hug that couple and tell how sorry I am. I feel like I robbed them of their money. I mean we could not fortell this would happen but still. I feel very sad and hopeless right now.
We have to have a consult with the Dr in the New Year once he evaluates my cycle to see what if anything went wrong. We are thinking that maybe we will take the $6000 and put it towards adoption. At least there is more of a guarentee that way. I know we will pass a homestudy.